I've had 2 girlfriends which was awesome. I used to be able to exercise every day, make really nice meals. I could take care of myself and my flat. Now everything is spiraling down. Instead of 2 girlfriends I have 2 court cases. I am broke and I will be living on the streets most likely. It's all my fault. I should have stopped drinking a year ago. It's too late now. It's the only thing helping me get through the day at the moment. I look in the mirror and I don't even recognise myself anymore.
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 3 minutes later[^][v]#430,341
It is not alcohol. It is life, and women. Women are evil, and so is God. The best that we can do, is to try to have a little happiness in our short lives, to show God that we do not appreciate his evil methods.
Green (OP) replied with this 13 years ago, 2 minutes later, 6 minutes after the original post[^][v]#430,342
@previous (B)
There is no god.
Killer Lettuce says that time heals all wounds. He is wrong. Some scars never heal.
Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 7 minutes later, 13 minutes after the original post[^][v]#430,343
@previous (Green)
I don't think that I said that to you.
But anyway, it's good that you've regained some connection to reality, I guess.
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 24 minutes later, 38 minutes after the original post[^][v]#430,349
These things should be the trigger you need to stop drinking. It makes everything worse. If you can tell the magistrate you have stopped and are trying to turn your life around, they will go light on you. Appeal the same to the landlord and say you will change. Maybe he will let you stay. Go to the doctor about your depression.
Meta !PARAdoxiHw joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 11 hours later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#430,508
@OP
Damn you're right. The charming lad in the OP looks nothing like the drunk who was shoving a bottle of gin up his ass a few days ago.
People on this fora have been trying to help you for years now. Why have you ignored them?
Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 28 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[^][v]#430,522
You really do need to see a therapist.
Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 43 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#430,524
Lawrence joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 5 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#430,525
Cant your parents help you out green?
Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 13 years ago, 1 minute later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#430,526
@previous (Lawrence)
The woman downstairs from him said that a family member tried to talk to him before, but was shouted away.
But yes, he really should appeal to his family for help if possible.
Green (OP) replied with this 13 years ago, 5 hours later, 19 hours after the original post[^][v]#430,616
Now my years of alcohol abuse have caught up with me.
MetalPairofducks !PARAdoxiHw replied with this 13 years ago, 8 minutes later, 19 hours after the original post[^][v]#430,620
@previous (Green)
You know what you should do is this: stop drinking and throw out ALL your alcohol. Pour it down the toilet. Two: clean up your flat. Three: apologize to your apartment manager, your neighbors, and then go to court, tell them you've changed and beg for mercy.
(Edited 6 minutes later.)
Anonymous D replied with this 13 years ago, 4 hours later, 23 hours after the original post[^][v]#430,676
@previous (MetalPairofducks !PARAdoxiHw)
I said that a few posts up, thought stealer
@op
At least your eyebrows are growing back.
Green !pFNWNYROxA (OP) replied with this 13 years ago, 2 minutes later, 23 hours after the original post[^][v]#430,679