Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ started this discussion 13 years ago#26,037
Okay, so you guys are fairly familiar with my situation with Cupcake. We've been together for about a year, and a half now, and I've posted about our relationship on here a countless number of times. You've seen love letters, complaints, fights, and everything in between. You also know that she breaks up with me, a lot. Usually for brief periods of time, but very frequently. I know this isn't a good thing, there's no explanation for the behavior that makes it okay.
I don't want to complain too much about this, but I don't like being built up so high, and then being knocked down. She'll say she loves me, and that she sees us together in her future, and that I mean the world to her, and I feel so fantastic. Because that's how I always feel about her, the truth is minichan, I love her quite a bit, and so when she claims to love me back it makes me feel wonderful inside. But then I do something wrong, sometimes it's a serious thing, but usually it isn't, usually it's just some petty argument, and then she tells me I'm shit, tells me everything that's wrong with me, and then says she doesn't want to be with me anymore. I value her so very much, and so when she reminds me of how flawed I am, it really hurts. And the constantly leaving me is not fun, I hate not knowing whether a disagreement will end in a kiss, and make up, or in her leaving me. I've developed a bit of a fear of abandonment, and I don't even think it's totally irrational.
The point is, her love for me seems to go on and off, it isn't stable, and isn't something I can rely on. However, I love her with everything I am, and it's always seemed worth getting back together with her even knowing it will probably end in a few weeks, again, because I feel so perfect when I'm with her. I'm my best with her, she's the love of my life, and often I'd feel as if I'd give anything to be with her just for a moment.
I know you guys are just going to make fun of me, and call me a narcissist, or a faggot, and that's okay. But I just don't know what to do.
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 3 minutes later[^][v]#394,255
Fuck off.
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 37 seconds later, 3 minutes after the original post[^][v]#394,256
> call me a narcissist, or a faggot
I won't do that.
I'll call you a retard, though. Jesus christ you're dumb for letting this continue.
Get out now. No excuses.
Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 13 years ago, 2 minutes later, 6 minutes after the original post[^][v]#394,257
@previous (C)
I love her so much though, I can't even tell you how wonderful I feel when things are going well between her and I. But you're probably right.
Green joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 5 minutes later, 11 minutes after the original post[^][v]#394,259
Set yourself on fire.
Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 7 minutes later, 18 minutes after the original post[^][v]#394,264
Did you have strep throat?
Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 1 minute later, 20 minutes after the original post[^][v]#394,267
You're too good for her. I'd say that you deserve somebody who will stick with you.
Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 13 years ago, 14 minutes later, 34 minutes after the original post[^][v]#394,275
@394,264 (E)
Nope. @previous (F)
I know, I know I should leave her, and move on, I know I could find somebody else, somebody who will be there for me, somebody who really loves me for who I am. It's just very difficult for me because of the way I feel about her.
inb4 becky joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 5 minutes later, 40 minutes after the original post[^][v]#394,279
beckyderp !CaTLdYmooc joined in and replied with this 3 months ago, 6 minutes later, 8 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #371,438
I'm sure she'll be very impressed that you posted this on a board read by 20 virgins. It shows you care.
★henn★ joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 6 minutes later, 47 minutes after the original post[^][v]#394,283