Anonymous A started this discussion 13 years ago#25,516
It hits him most in down time, and he starts to ponder things. He's quite sad things didn't work. He wishes he could have been a better boyfriend if it wasn't for his lies, and mistakes, and arrogance he could have really had something. Oh well, such is life.
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 2 minutes later[^][v]#388,785
Please just stop. If she'll break up with you over nothing, than she wasnt that into you in the begining.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 13 years ago, 3 minutes later, 5 minutes after the original post[^][v]#388,792
@previous (B)
Eh, I think it's just a culmination of things. Yeah the final parting was over not much, but there was a build up. Also my feelings for her are separate from her feelings for me. I love her regardless of what she thinks of me.
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Anonymous B replied with this 13 years ago, 3 minutes later, 8 minutes after the original post[^][v]#388,798
@previous (A)
She's done this multiple times. Please grow up, and see the truth of the matter.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 13 years ago, 2 minutes later, 11 minutes after the original post[^][v]#388,799
@previous (B)
No, it's my fault. Everytime it has been my fault. I feel blessed that she was a part of my life at all.
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 13 years ago, 8 minutes later, 19 minutes after the original post[^][v]#388,804
Nobody cares.
Anonymous B replied with this 13 years ago, 11 minutes later, 31 minutes after the original post[^][v]#388,810
@388,799 (A)
No, you did small things and she flipped out at them.
P07m0r73m !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 13 years ago, 10 minutes later, 41 minutes after the original post[^][v]#388,814
I appreciate what you're doing, I really do. I'm told that I'm a terrible person a lot, and it's nice that someone seems to actually be looking out for me to a degree. However I can't bring myself to actually think poorly of her, I'll get angry at her, sure, and I'll say hurtful things, but ultimately I'm very in love with her, and I adore her. It's hard to explain. I know it's pathetic, but whatever.
Anonymous B replied with this 13 years ago, 3 minutes later, 45 minutes after the original post[^][v]#388,817
@previous (P07m0r73m !!Qe8ScDbX+)
Does that mean that she could do basically anything, and you would still stay with her?
Postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 13 years ago, 4 minutes later, 49 minutes after the original post[^][v]#388,821
@previous (B)
I've thought about that, I don't know. Probably. I love her pretty much unconditionally. I'm a potential battered house wife, male version.