postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ started this discussion 14 years ago#23,429
Lately I've been crying about 2-3 times a day Not every time is a 3 hour session, so stfu right now, but that's only because a current dilemma in my life is causing me to cry myself to sleep, and also cry a couple of times during the day. Now as far as being on the verge of tears, well that's about 5-6 times a day, maybe more. Also I usually cry when I'm alone, so the amount of crying I do in a day is largely dependent on how much alone time I have. The only crying I will do in front of another person is in front of my beloved, all other crying is done strictly in private. So in a day I have to myself, I'll cry a good 3-4 times, but if I have a busy day with a lot of people involved, I might just have time to cry myself to sleep.
The majority of my hours are spent cold, and emotionless. You see emotion is like a door, and you can open, or shut it, and that's basically it. You can't however pick, and choose your emotions. You either get all, or none. (You can crack the door, but that lessens all of your emotions, you still don't get to pick/choose.) Since if I choose to have emotions these emotions would consist mostly of just sadness, I usually opt to just feel nothing. I do indulge in my emotions when I'm alone because, well, it's actually a bit satisfying. Crying is kind of a nice thing as well, a feeling of release is a way of describing it. I enjoy crying when I'm sad, and vomiting when I'm nauseated, I think those two correlate.
Okay, so yeah, tell, me about your emotions, and crying.
> that postmortem is such a stable, lucky guy > i wish i were him
postmortem !!Qe8ScDbX+ (OP) replied with this 14 years ago, 49 seconds later, 11 minutes after the original post[^][v]#366,116
@366,113 (Falco !a7Q.SWNEJw)
You know, I don't think I've ever cried because I was happy. I've been very happy before, don't get me wrong, I've just never cried because of it.
@366,114 (C)
I'm probably about to land a job that pays about 30-40k a year (Not crazy good, but for my age, I don't think bad at all), I'm going to college, I have friends, and family that are both supportive in their own ways. It's just that one aspect of my life that's currently missing that makes it seem all completely meaningless. I'm a sappy guy.
Syntax joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 24 minutes later, 35 minutes after the original post[^][v]#366,119
Few years ago I wanted to cry. Put it off and kept putting it off.
Never got around to it. Kinda sad about not being able too.
Fox !FXYGNx1XR. joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 11 minutes later, 47 minutes after the original post[^][v]#366,122
Maybe once every week or two.
HaikerensGuide !0VegJ9Jl.Q joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 9 minutes later, 56 minutes after the original post[^][v]#366,123
Obama won, get over it.
Syntax replied with this 14 years ago, 2 minutes later, 58 minutes after the original post[^][v]#366,124
@previous (HaikerensGuide !0VegJ9Jl.Q)
Did you get over Obama winning? One of your States ND was out of Sync.
HaikerensGuide !0VegJ9Jl.Q replied with this 14 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#366,125
@previous (Syntax) I voted for him. I would've voted for SAntorum
Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 12 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#366,126
every day, lately.
Syntax replied with this 14 years ago, 4 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^][v]#366,128
@366,125 (HaikerensGuide !0VegJ9Jl.Q)
I R Con~fucious.
I thought you raged on about Obama? Wot changed your mind?
I wondered why Chrysler, was never mentioned by Obama, because Chrysler paid all the loan money back with a huge interest rate, years in advance. Company as you know in USA is doing very well.
Romney argued that private equity should have been used to loan them money. No equity money available at that time so Chrysler would be belly up if Romney had his way. Odd thing about that, because his wife has a huge stake in Delphi electronics used by all three car companies. Bain capitol bought Delphi.
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Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 5 hours later, 6 hours after the original post[^][v]#366,163
I don't cry. I bottle up my emotions until they're released in outburst of violent, uncontrollable anger!
buspup !!x+kkCmnF4 joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 6 hours later, 12 hours after the original post[^][v]#366,236
At least once a week. I've stress cried at work multiple times in the past.
HaikerensGuide !0VegJ9Jl.Q replied with this 14 years ago, 4 hours later, 17 hours after the original post[^][v]#366,344
@366,128 (Syntax) > I thought you raged on about Obama? Wot changed your mind?
I did, but he is still the lesser of two evils. Hence why I voted for him under a straight democratic ticket.
henn joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 2 minutes later, 17 hours after the original post[^][v]#366,349