Topic: The 'Leo Nidass' Experiment
shlief !hW6clEMVuQ started this discussion 14 years ago #17,211
So my experiment has been a great success, In only a few weeks I have been threatened with legal action for a series of harassing emails.
Don't do drugs, kids!~
Don't do drugs, kids!~
Nega !34Kas0OdzM joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 27 minutes later[^] [v] #291,252
The Nega Project extends its regards to the OPs efforts.
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 12 minutes later, 39 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #291,254
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 9 minutes later, 48 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #291,255
shlief !hW6clEMVuQ (OP) replied with this 14 years ago, 11 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #291,257
Anonymous D replied with this 14 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #291,258
So we have to believe what you say is true by trusting your blue eyes? No thanks.
brie !OudrPWaUDQ joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 50 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #291,266
Killer Lettuce !!iNo3FkiZx replied with this 14 years ago, 1 minute later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #291,268
lol
You know you're doing well when they start yammering on about brining in the law.
You know you're doing well when they start yammering on about brining in the law.
brie !OudrPWaUDQ replied with this 14 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #291,270
ffff didn't upload!~
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brie !OudrPWaUDQ double-posted this 14 years ago, 40 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #291,271
Shall I proceed?
oops, forgot to censor the names... oh well i'm sure google won't mind lol!~
oops, forgot to censor the names... oh well i'm sure google won't mind lol!~
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Anonymous D replied with this 14 years ago, 8 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,273
brie !OudrPWaUDQ replied with this 14 years ago, 21 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,282
More to come!~brie !OudrPWaUDQ double-posted this 14 years ago, 1 hour later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,287
brie !OudrPWaUDQ triple-posted this 14 years ago, 7 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,289
kook !nH6RAuX8mo joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 11 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,293
what is this?
shlief !hW6clEMVuQ (OP) replied with this 14 years ago, 11 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,295
Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 9 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,306
It's pretty bizarre you're doing this to someone you used to know. I hope you realize how retarded this is as soon as possible, for your own sake. I already feel sorry for the sober you, because once you get cleaned up, you're going to facepalm pretty hard.
Anonymous D replied with this 14 years ago, 17 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,308
I don't exactly see any lulz here ;_;
shlief !hW6clEMVuQ (OP) replied with this 14 years ago, 3 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,309
@previous (D)
the lulz are probably a bit further into it... my descent into insanity has to build up...
the lulz are probably a bit further into it... my descent into insanity has to build up...
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shlief !hW6clEMVuQ (OP) double-posted this 14 years ago, 3 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,311
Anonymous G replied with this 14 years ago, 32 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,319
Anonymous D replied with this 14 years ago, 2 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,320
shlief !hW6clEMVuQ (OP) replied with this 14 years ago, 30 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,326
@291,319 (G)
@previous (D)
these both sound like fantastic ideas... far better than offing myself as is often suggested to me.
@previous (D)
these both sound like fantastic ideas... far better than offing myself as is often suggested to me.
green joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 7 minutes later, 5 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,328
So much samefagging.
Anonymous G replied with this 14 years ago, 2 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,329
@291,326 (shlief !hW6clEMVuQ)
Or just go cold turkey if you think you're capable, and if/when you get clean, why not just stick to pot? DXM, when not done in moderation, seems to be pretty bad news.
Or just go cold turkey if you think you're capable, and if/when you get clean, why not just stick to pot? DXM, when not done in moderation, seems to be pretty bad news.
Ks !KansasxqvM joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 10 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,332
Anonymous D replied with this 14 years ago, 4 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,333
Anonymous G replied with this 14 years ago, 5 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,337
@291,332 (Ks !KansasxqvM)
Yeah, I'm just making my judgement off of the OP. I remember watching an episode of cops (lol) where they arrested some dude on DXM walking around in the streets, and he was just completely out of his mind. If you're going to be like that every single day, that's definitely not good at all. Just like any substance that puts you into a whole different world, really.
Yeah, I'm just making my judgement off of the OP. I remember watching an episode of cops (lol) where they arrested some dude on DXM walking around in the streets, and he was just completely out of his mind. If you're going to be like that every single day, that's definitely not good at all. Just like any substance that puts you into a whole different world, really.
shlief !hW6clEMVuQ (OP) replied with this 14 years ago, 20 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,339
@previous (G)
DXM trips have plateaus, completely different experiences depending on the dose taken.
DXM trips have plateaus, completely different experiences depending on the dose taken.
shlief !hW6clEMVuQ (OP) double-posted this 14 years ago, 3 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,340
@291,333 (D)
> don't die because you were on drugs, kill yourself sober!
I don't understand why dying from a drug overdose is so much worse than an 'honorable suicide'... When I take drugs at least I don't *want* to die...
also #ronpaul2012
> don't die because you were on drugs, kill yourself sober!
I don't understand why dying from a drug overdose is so much worse than an 'honorable suicide'... When I take drugs at least I don't *want* to die...
also #ronpaul2012
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Anonymous G replied with this 14 years ago, 3 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,342
@291,339 (shlief !hW6clEMVuQ)
I know, I've tried it a few times (did a reasonable amount of research beforehand). Definitely was not my thing.
I know, I've tried it a few times (did a reasonable amount of research beforehand). Definitely was not my thing.
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shlief !hW6clEMVuQ (OP) replied with this 14 years ago, 9 minutes later, 6 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,343
@previous (G)
If you've taken enough DXM you'll begin to realize that The Matrix is a film about a man who is trolled into believing he is a superhero by a team of local drug pushers and the rest of the films (which don't exist) are escapist fantasy due to his inevitable psychotic break from growing such a large ego.
If you've taken enough DXM you'll begin to realize that The Matrix is a film about a man who is trolled into believing he is a superhero by a team of local drug pushers and the rest of the films (which don't exist) are escapist fantasy due to his inevitable psychotic break from growing such a large ego.
Ks !KansasxqvM replied with this 14 years ago, 12 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,345
This thread failed to launch.
Anonymous D replied with this 14 years ago, 15 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,349
@291,340 (shlief !hW6clEMVuQ)
> >don't die because you were on drugs, kill yourself sober!
Way to put words in my mouth. Where the fuck did I say that you should kill yourself? Sober or not?
> >don't die because you were on drugs, kill yourself sober!
Way to put words in my mouth. Where the fuck did I say that you should kill yourself? Sober or not?
Anonymous G replied with this 14 years ago, 5 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,354
shlief !hW6clEMVuQ (OP) replied with this 14 years ago, 4 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,358
shlief !hW6clEMVuQ (OP) double-posted this 14 years ago, 2 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,363
@291,345 (Ks !KansasxqvM)
sorry to disappoint, but it was a pretty retarded thread to make...
lol @ attempting to rationalize insanity!~
sorry to disappoint, but it was a pretty retarded thread to make...
lol @ attempting to rationalize insanity!~
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green replied with this 14 years ago, 14 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,374
Even I can't make sense of your ramblings Brie.
Anonymous D replied with this 14 years ago, 3 minutes later, 7 hours after the original post[^] [v] #291,377
Anonymous J joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 2 weeks later, 2 weeks after the original post[^] [v] #296,364
bump
brie !hEyBrieeXM joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 38 minutes later, 2 weeks after the original post[^] [v] #296,387
Releasing information as I had begun doing earlier in the experiment doesn't feel like the way to proceed at this point in time.
I may have to do something even worse than that... I may begin documenting and perhaps even analyzing my behavior over the past few months or even years.
It's very tempting to attempt to simplify everything, attempt to cram it into one post and let it sit there, but it doesn't seem like there is much to be gained from a cryptic mess of almost worthless garbage text.
I could be doing better work here if I spend a bit more time and put in some actual effort. This thread isn't really about me, it's about much more than that; I hope that somebody out there can gain something from it.
And oh by the way, and this isn't formal or anything, this was an experiment but it's still an incomplete one... I never set out to prove anything or to gain any specific results and I'm not quite ready to say this has come to an end.
So instead of a report, I'm hoping this can become a dialogue... yes, you can ask me anything*!~
*rudeness likely to be ignored.
I may have to do something even worse than that... I may begin documenting and perhaps even analyzing my behavior over the past few months or even years.
It's very tempting to attempt to simplify everything, attempt to cram it into one post and let it sit there, but it doesn't seem like there is much to be gained from a cryptic mess of almost worthless garbage text.
I could be doing better work here if I spend a bit more time and put in some actual effort. This thread isn't really about me, it's about much more than that; I hope that somebody out there can gain something from it.
And oh by the way, and this isn't formal or anything, this was an experiment but it's still an incomplete one... I never set out to prove anything or to gain any specific results and I'm not quite ready to say this has come to an end.
So instead of a report, I'm hoping this can become a dialogue... yes, you can ask me anything*!~
*rudeness likely to be ignored.
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Falco !PZmcClOUDk joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 11 minutes later, 2 weeks after the original post[^] [v] #296,405
brie !hEyBrieeXM replied with this 14 years ago, 11 minutes later, 2 weeks after the original post[^] [v] #296,411
@291,293 (kook !nH6RAuX8mo)
> what is this?
I may have implied that I wouldn't be doing any simplifying here, but I may have to simply things since I've jumbled everything up into a mess by full-on assaulting my brain with a barrage of fury swipes and drug-induced confusion.
To put it simply, I became enamored with a friend of mine years and years ago... it now truly feels like it was eons ago... and recently while trying to reconnect with this friend I snapped into psycho-mode.
I felt somewhat safe discussing things with this friend and I may have even decided to "play a game" for probably the first time in my life.
I don't usually go psycho in communications with people I know and I don't usually stir up any drama... but this time I did.
> what is this?
I may have implied that I wouldn't be doing any simplifying here, but I may have to simply things since I've jumbled everything up into a mess by full-on assaulting my brain with a barrage of fury swipes and drug-induced confusion.
To put it simply, I became enamored with a friend of mine years and years ago... it now truly feels like it was eons ago... and recently while trying to reconnect with this friend I snapped into psycho-mode.
I felt somewhat safe discussing things with this friend and I may have even decided to "play a game" for probably the first time in my life.
I don't usually go psycho in communications with people I know and I don't usually stir up any drama... but this time I did.
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brie !hEyBrieeXM double-posted this 14 years ago, 12 minutes later, 2 weeks after the original post[^] [v] #296,417
@296,405 (Falco !PZmcClOUDk)
You don't think I've provided enough evidence?
For this portion of the program, I will be providing testimony... is there anything you would like to question me on?
You don't think I've provided enough evidence?
For this portion of the program, I will be providing testimony... is there anything you would like to question me on?
brie !hEyBrieeXM triple-posted this 14 years ago, 32 minutes later, 2 weeks after the original post[^] [v] #296,423
@296,411 (brie !hEyBrieeXM)
I forgot to mention in this post that my friend and I had a brief relationship as a couple which ended for probably a lot of reasons, some of which remain a mystery to me as we never discussed any of this outside of some surreal and cryptic ramblings on our blogs before we began pretending it never happened.
Emotional immaturity sure as hell sticks out as one of the reasons, in hindsight, since we failed entirely to discuss what happened in our short time together as a couple. Other reasons may include the fact that peer pressure could have been involved in our becoming a couple and that I was a lousy lay (implying implications! we only 'maked out'... once).
In any case, that part of our friendship never seemed to me like it had been resolved... I know that I didn't want it be over and it would be presumptuous and perhaps wrong to say that my friend felt the same way but that could be one way of assessing the situation given the lack of communication on the matter.
I forgot to mention in this post that my friend and I had a brief relationship as a couple which ended for probably a lot of reasons, some of which remain a mystery to me as we never discussed any of this outside of some surreal and cryptic ramblings on our blogs before we began pretending it never happened.
Emotional immaturity sure as hell sticks out as one of the reasons, in hindsight, since we failed entirely to discuss what happened in our short time together as a couple. Other reasons may include the fact that peer pressure could have been involved in our becoming a couple and that I was a lousy lay (implying implications! we only 'maked out'... once).
In any case, that part of our friendship never seemed to me like it had been resolved... I know that I didn't want it be over and it would be presumptuous and perhaps wrong to say that my friend felt the same way but that could be one way of assessing the situation given the lack of communication on the matter.
brie !hEyBrieeXM quadruple-posted this 14 years ago, 6 minutes later, 2 weeks after the original post[^] [v] #296,424
I can hear it already...
"this thread still isn't funny" "nobody cars" "I'm drinking sprite and this thread has 10 fat nigger cocks down it's cum filled throat" "olololol brie brie brie alm"
This is a learning experience... for everybody, okay?
You may or may not think that harassing people with unwelcome emails is a viable strategy for continued communications, I'm here to let you know that the science is still out... it may be okay once or twice or some unknown number of times before you've damaged things irreparably. It may be more acceptable under certain conditions.
There is still science to be done!
"this thread still isn't funny" "nobody cars" "I'm drinking sprite and this thread has 10 fat nigger cocks down it's cum filled throat" "olololol brie brie brie alm"
This is a learning experience... for everybody, okay?
You may or may not think that harassing people with unwelcome emails is a viable strategy for continued communications, I'm here to let you know that the science is still out... it may be okay once or twice or some unknown number of times before you've damaged things irreparably. It may be more acceptable under certain conditions.
There is still science to be done!
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brie !hEyBrieeXM quintuple-posted this 14 years ago, 48 minutes later, 2 weeks after the original post[^] [v] #296,433
Having unexpressed affection towards a fellow man probably isn't the biggest problem in anybodies life, but it's probably one of the easier ones to attempt to solve when you're sitting in front of a computer with a solid Internet connection.
The desire to flow your thoughts and feelings into an empty textbox can overtake you, and the next thing you know it's 4am and you've written 10 emails full of indecipherable prose and crap poetry.
You can't unsend an email, all you can do is send more... this becomes a problem in the middle of the night and when the recipient has a life to live... fighting the urge to send another email to perhaps explain more eloquently why the emails won't stop coming...
If you allow the psycho inside of you to feed, you may begin making things up... perhaps not explicitly lying about anything, but implying that you have been hurt more than you actually have been hurt, maybe you insist on something being true that you aren't entirely sure of yourself...
Doesn't matter the consequences, you may think to yourself... press send and you'll feel better... this next email will surely get a reply in the morning...
Morning comes, evening comes, night falls and it is twilight again... no reply this time...
time to send more emails?
The desire to flow your thoughts and feelings into an empty textbox can overtake you, and the next thing you know it's 4am and you've written 10 emails full of indecipherable prose and crap poetry.
You can't unsend an email, all you can do is send more... this becomes a problem in the middle of the night and when the recipient has a life to live... fighting the urge to send another email to perhaps explain more eloquently why the emails won't stop coming...
If you allow the psycho inside of you to feed, you may begin making things up... perhaps not explicitly lying about anything, but implying that you have been hurt more than you actually have been hurt, maybe you insist on something being true that you aren't entirely sure of yourself...
Doesn't matter the consequences, you may think to yourself... press send and you'll feel better... this next email will surely get a reply in the morning...
Morning comes, evening comes, night falls and it is twilight again... no reply this time...
time to send more emails?
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Anonymous D replied with this 14 years ago, 3 hours later, 2 weeks after the original post[^] [v] #296,456
@296,411 (brie !hEyBrieeXM)
@296,417 (brie !hEyBrieeXM)
@296,423 (brie !hEyBrieeXM)
@296,424 (brie !hEyBrieeXM)
@previous (brie !hEyBrieeXM)
wat
@296,417 (brie !hEyBrieeXM)
@296,423 (brie !hEyBrieeXM)
@296,424 (brie !hEyBrieeXM)
@previous (brie !hEyBrieeXM)
wat
Unintentional Jackass !LASXURl1b6 joined in and replied with this 14 years ago, 11 minutes later, 2 weeks after the original post[^] [v] #296,459
brie !hEyBrieeXM replied with this 14 years ago, 10 hours later, 2 weeks after the original post[^] [v] #296,601
@296,456 (D)
I don't know, man... I'm not the best scientist or the best artist, but there may be a lesson to be learned from my ramblings... Oh actually it's very clear to me now, I can sum it up in one sentence:
Don't be Leonidas.
@previous (Unintentional Jackass !LASXURl1b6)
That's what a social life looks like when you are failing it...
What, another lesson to be learned? I don't know what it is...
Don't be a hermit?
I don't know, man... I'm not the best scientist or the best artist, but there may be a lesson to be learned from my ramblings... Oh actually it's very clear to me now, I can sum it up in one sentence:
Don't be Leonidas.
@previous (Unintentional Jackass !LASXURl1b6)
That's what a social life looks like when you are failing it...
What, another lesson to be learned? I don't know what it is...
Don't be a hermit?