Topic: Why do I fantasize about this?
Anonymous A started this discussion 15 years ago #16,029
Whenever I am in bed with my body pillow. I like to pretend I am a cute girl sleeping within the arms of a man who takes care of me. It gives me a warm feeling and now I am unsure on rather or not I am gay. I thought for sure this would be the bottom line and that I am in fact a homosexual. However, it doesn't feel gay at all to me. Why is this? Sometimes I do it with me being me and the pillow being a cute gal. So maybe I'm bisexual?
What the fuck is wrong with me?
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later[^] [v] #277,499
Sometimes I do this, except instead of a body pillow it is with my giant life-size MLP jumbo plushie and instead of a man it is Twilight Sparkle and instead of a cute girl I am another pony.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 5 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #277,502
Anonymous B replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 8 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #277,504
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 15 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #277,510
Anonymous B replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 16 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #277,512
Anonymous B double-posted this 15 years ago, 16 minutes later, 33 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #277,520
@277,510 (A)
Oh Anonymous A, I lied. I don't even have one. I just pretend I do and hug a pillow or something. The rest is true though.
Oh Anonymous A, I lied. I don't even have one. I just pretend I do and hug a pillow or something. The rest is true though.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 34 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #277,522
@previous (B)
It would have been so cool if you did make one yourself. I've been thinking about taking up sewing and making myself a giant stuffed Rarity.
Anyway, back to my original topic.
It would have been so cool if you did make one yourself. I've been thinking about taking up sewing and making myself a giant stuffed Rarity.
Anyway, back to my original topic.
S. !U3oFreUdRo joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 38 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #277,523
I hate to break it to you, OP, but you may want to fuck your mother.Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 39 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #277,524
S. !U3oFreUdRo replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 45 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #277,526
@previous (A)My son, if years of doing cocaine & PCP have taught me one thing, it's this: all psychological problems boil down to sexual repression. Whether you accept it or not, the facts are clear: you are jealous of your Dad's dick and want to fuck your mother.
Anonymous B replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 47 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #277,528
@277,522 (A)
> It would have been so cool if you did make one yourself. I've been thinking about taking up sewing and making myself a giant stuffed Rarity.
Me too! Except with Twilight.
Also no it's not gay you just want to feel cared for and wanted and a strong man who could protect you is what you settled on. Maybe you have this idea in your head that one day you will be that man and you think of the emotions that you would cause the person you choose to go through and now you have your own phantom projection doing the same to you.
It's the same as people who masturbate too much and suddenly have this fantasy of being dicked because their own has brought them such pleasure.
> It would have been so cool if you did make one yourself. I've been thinking about taking up sewing and making myself a giant stuffed Rarity.
Me too! Except with Twilight.
Also no it's not gay you just want to feel cared for and wanted and a strong man who could protect you is what you settled on. Maybe you have this idea in your head that one day you will be that man and you think of the emotions that you would cause the person you choose to go through and now you have your own phantom projection doing the same to you.
It's the same as people who masturbate too much and suddenly have this fantasy of being dicked because their own has brought them such pleasure.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 52 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #277,533
@previous (B)
The only time I've ever felt that way was when I think about having a daughter. Is it wrong of me to have wanted kids when I was a kid?
@277,526 (S. !U3oFreUdRo)
My father died long long ago.
The only time I've ever felt that way was when I think about having a daughter. Is it wrong of me to have wanted kids when I was a kid?
@277,526 (S. !U3oFreUdRo)
My father died long long ago.
Anonymous B replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 55 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #277,535
@previous (A)
> Is it wrong of me to have wanted kids when I was a kid?
Right and wrong are abstract concepts which change over time.
> Is it wrong of me to have wanted kids when I was a kid?
Right and wrong are abstract concepts which change over time.
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #277,606
OP, you're just a beta male.
All betas want the security and reassurance that comes from alphas.
All betas want the security and reassurance that comes from alphas.
Anonymous A (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #277,611
@previous (D)
I assume you're using "beta" and "alpha" in a unisex meaning?
I assume you're using "beta" and "alpha" in a unisex meaning?
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Anonymous A (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 1 day later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #278,599
Are you guys sure it's okay for me to be having these fantasies? Because last night in bed I was doing it again. I imagined myself as a woman in the arms of "Him". I'm going to start referring to the man as such since I never really know what he looks like or even a name. I usually just give him some random shit and don't focus on his looks. I just know he's strong. Anyway, I'm in His arms and I fall fast asleep. I kind of want to keep this up because that was perhaps the fastest I have ever fallen sleep in recent times. Of course, when I woke up in bed, I did more fantasizing and this one was weird. It was me and him in a wasteland (probably because I've checked out the mod for Minecraft last night) and I was his wife. He always took such good care of me. We eventually came across another guy and we all made camp. He talked about me while I was trying to fall asleep. Then he starts talking about how it's our dream to rebuild one of these many homes and live a "sub-urban dream" where he hunts and all of that while I stay home and tend to the children, cooking, and farming. We'd even celebrate Christmas if only to put up a tree. I couldn't help but think to myself, "That sounds wonderful."
Do I have mental issues that need addressing?
Do I have mental issues that need addressing?
Anonymous E joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #278,600
@OP
I don't know.
I don't know.
Anonymous B replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #278,603
@278,599 (A)
> Are you guys sure it's okay for me to be having these fantasies?
This implies a supreme judge. My advice is to stop being religious because god isn't real.
> Are you guys sure it's okay for me to be having these fantasies?
This implies a supreme judge. My advice is to stop being religious because god isn't real.