Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later[^][v]#247,000
> expect jump > get jump
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 8 minutes after the original post[^][v]#247,002
i dont quite catch what you mean, are you fucking stoned? get out. buy a realdoll. What are you complaining about dude? stop smoking up
marvin !H0G.H/BnJg joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 11 minutes after the original post[^][v]#247,004
Maybe you should send her an email about your feelings, then not leave your room for three days to spite them.
sluggy (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 26 minutes later, 37 minutes after the original post[^][v]#247,008
@previous (marvin !H0G.H/BnJg)
its my friend's fiance, not her. i never leave my room except to go to work. i do nothing out of spite. when they got engaged i asked if htey would like me to move out since they were starting a family. i was told they liked having me here.
i have always been generous and helpful. i always am willing to part with some of my green. Its not just her, its my other friend i get stuff for. the only person who really ever looked out for me was my one friend who moved away. he is jewish, too. so its not even in his nature.
having severe social anxiety doesnt mean i deserve basic human dignity.
marvin !H0G.H/BnJg replied with this 15 years ago, 10 minutes later, 48 minutes after the original post[^][v]#247,015
@previous (sluggy)
What's it like to be the only reasonably normal, friendly person you've ever met?
sluggy (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 8 minutes later, 57 minutes after the original post[^][v]#247,016
I'm not saying that at all.
Handel !khEOdtKF56 joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 3 hours later, 4 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,133
PROTIP: Don't share / offer your smoke. Ever.
Never a good idea, I'd share anything else before I'd share my stash.
Ks !KansasxqvM joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 4 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,135
I always share booze, I dunno I just think I'm odd about smoke.
This thread is evidence of why you shouldn't share your smoke.
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sluggy (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 5 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,157
@previous (Handel !khEOdtKF56)
I will let anyone smoke with me. I only split it with one person, but I have offered to my housemates to make cookies before. I gave them half an ounce of shit that I just couldnt smoke. I ate a few cookies.
I am not asking for theirs, though. I am only asking that htey get me some when they get some. I don't just ask this of anyone. These are people who freely offered to do just that.
Handel !khEOdtKF56 replied with this 15 years ago, 2 hours later, 8 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,229
Judging by this post I'm assuming you don't socialise with them (often).
Why the fuck would you expect them to buy weed for you.
Just because you share a house with them doesn't mean they owe you anything.
Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 9 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,294
probably just a miscommunication
sluggy (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 3 hours later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,361
@247,229 (Handel !khEOdtKF56)
I work nights. when I am off, i usually get up after they are in bed. They never ask me to do things. If I ask to do something, its always turned down. They will invite me to parties and stuff occasionally, but they know I won't go. I get really uncomfortable around people. Its rather bad. Ive explained this. Im always happy to go to movies, and I ask them to go to my friend's shows (I cant go alone, its way too uncomfortable. The last one I went to was a constant anxiety attack. I was having severely paranoid thoughts. I was convinced everyone was laughing at me -- im a little fucked in the head).
I even entertained my housemate's friend who was staying with us one night because she was too tired. She then stayed up a few hours with her GF. It was quite rude I thought.
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 7 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,364
> They never ask me to do things. If I ask to do something, its always turned down. > They will invite me to parties and stuff occasionally, but they know I won't go.
sluggy (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,367
@previous (H)
Yes. They know I won't go to parties because I get way too uncomfortable. They never ask me to watch movies with them (on netflix) or other stuff around the house. I can't remember the last time they asked If I'd like to go to dinner or something. I took them out to breakfast a few months ago. I used to do things all the time with my housemate, though.
We do do stuff together, its just not often. Actually, the last time we hung out we were shrooming and I wasn't feeling anythign because I had developed a tolerance and my friend's fiancee got bitchy with me and took a cheap shot at me out of no where. It was mean. It was uncalled for. She never apologized. It was all because she was self conscious that her shrooms weren't getting me high. I had said it was a tolerance issue it had nothing to do with her, but she was self conscious and insecure about fucking mushrooms and had to go into bitch mode. She is a terrible person to do drugs with. Everytime she creates a hassle. Ive felt hostility from her since that last time. Sometimes she's ok, but most of the time its like shes annoyed Im around. When she's not like that shes really fun, but she is like that far too often. She does it to my friend, too. I've heard her call her some terrible things for the dumbest reasons. Shit that in no way was there any reason to get pissy about. She turns really bitchy sometimes. I don't like being around someone like that.
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Anonymous I joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 13 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,369
@previous (sluggy) > took a cheap shot at me out of no where. It was mean. It was uncalled for. She never apologized. > its like shes annoyed Im around. > really bitchy sometimes > I don't like being around someone like that.
Grow a pair and look into a mirror you insufferable twat. Maybe your personality just sucks, did you ever consider that?
sluggy (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 11 minutes later, 14 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,373
@previous (I)
No. Ive tried starting conversations with her and she will keep her back to me. Its her (i mean, ive not changed since Ive met her -- i have plenty of flaws, but she never minded them before). Ive lived with many people, and none of them have acted like her. She wasnt even always like this. My personality is fine in person. I just get very uncomfortable around groups of people. Ive talked about this with her. We used to have very fun talks in the mornings. Its been just recently she has been this way to me. They are having relationship problems, and whenever she says she is leaving, she acts like this for a few weeks to me. I feel like she resents me being here.
I asked long ago if they wanted me to move out, and I just said I am moving out. I feel like maybe they need my rent money and she resents me for that? I dont know. I know my friend is in a lot of debt. She said she could afford the rent by herself when she bought the house. I guess that wasn't factoring debt for a new roof and stuff. She had three people paying rent for a time. She should have had money, though. I dont feel as thought its my fault.
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Handel !khEOdtKF56 replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 14 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,374
Seriously lay off the weed man, no matter what people say that shit fucks with your head.
Anonymous I replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 14 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,375
@247,373 (sluggy)
I'm not reading all of your whiny bullshit but the fact remains that you have a god awful personality and you obviously can't handle people in these situations. Move out. Get your own apartment. Live by yourself. Quit droning on about your shitty problems here and do something to fix it. If you can't fix your own mental anguish then don't force it onto others. Stop blaming other people for your inadequacies and take control of the situation. You're placing your personal problems on someone else's relationship issues? MOVE. You've been told this probably a million times but you refuse to listen. Instead you prefer to complain because that's the only thing you really know how to do. Everyone is sick of entertaining your miserable situation when you won't do a fucking thing to change it. Man up already.
Anonymous J joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 14 hours after the original post[^][v]#247,378