Topic: epoch flicker
epoch flicker !!//ofCutyg started this discussion 6 months ago #127,844
epoch flicker isn’t and should never be representative of my true, real-life personality.
epoch flicker is a parody of my own internal monologue and emotional kaleidoscope most days. I’ve long believed that your thoughts don’t define you, but rather the way that you react to those thoughts.
Thoughts and emotions are like clouds. Some are light. Some are huge. Some are stormy. But they all pass, and it’s key to look closely at those and observe them.
In a way, epoch flicker is my own personal experiment in utilizing the stream of consciousness of a bipolar white man to crowdsource feedback and suggestions so that I can improve the software.
Thank you for participating. You are helping to improve my life!
epoch flicker is a parody of my own internal monologue and emotional kaleidoscope most days. I’ve long believed that your thoughts don’t define you, but rather the way that you react to those thoughts.
Thoughts and emotions are like clouds. Some are light. Some are huge. Some are stormy. But they all pass, and it’s key to look closely at those and observe them.
In a way, epoch flicker is my own personal experiment in utilizing the stream of consciousness of a bipolar white man to crowdsource feedback and suggestions so that I can improve the software.
Thank you for participating. You are helping to improve my life!
Anonymous B joined in and replied with this 6 months ago, 19 minutes later[^] [v] #1,379,537
One improvement would be for you to leave your Ex alone. You're still free to have the feelings but take no action.
epoch flicker !!//ofCutyg (OP) replied with this 6 months ago, 6 minutes later, 25 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,379,542
@previous (B)
You seem to have this belief that I’m constantly harassing her. I haven’t done that in a long time. I’ll send the occasional apology and acknowledgement on my end, but I guess I just do that as a catharsis cause I know she won’t respond.
I’m not actively physically stalking her. Keeping tabs on what she makes publicly available isn’t harmful because I’m not actually doing anything with that information other than huffing copium thinking it means she’s thinking about me.
I’ve known her address for a few months and I’ve yet to show up there. Again, I have a moral compass, and generally I know when I’m breaking true boundary. Yes, she has set a boundary of no contact. Yes, I break that boundary. But it’s a fucking message complaining about loneliness. It’s not cryptic “watch your back” type shit.
You seem to have this belief that I’m constantly harassing her. I haven’t done that in a long time. I’ll send the occasional apology and acknowledgement on my end, but I guess I just do that as a catharsis cause I know she won’t respond.
I’m not actively physically stalking her. Keeping tabs on what she makes publicly available isn’t harmful because I’m not actually doing anything with that information other than huffing copium thinking it means she’s thinking about me.
I’ve known her address for a few months and I’ve yet to show up there. Again, I have a moral compass, and generally I know when I’m breaking true boundary. Yes, she has set a boundary of no contact. Yes, I break that boundary. But it’s a fucking message complaining about loneliness. It’s not cryptic “watch your back” type shit.
Anonymous B replied with this 6 months ago, 13 minutes later, 38 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,379,548
Anonymous C joined in and replied with this 6 months ago, 1 minute later, 40 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,379,549
@1,379,542 (epoch flicker !!//ofCutyg)
> It’s not cryptic “watch your back” type shit.
Have you tried that?
> It’s not cryptic “watch your back” type shit.
Have you tried that?
epoch flicker !!//ofCutyg (OP) replied with this 6 months ago, 1 minute later, 42 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #1,379,550
@1,379,548 (B)
I’m not denying that. I’m trying to learn to better my emotional intelligence, but it is a process, and I think actually falling in love would completely eliminate the ex problem. Again, though, I want to make sure that that’s someone I actually love deeply, unlike the short relationship I had last year, which was started out of desperation because she matched on Tinder was was really responsive to my messages and wanted to hang out inside her house quickly rather than going on a bunch of shit dates.
I’m not denying that. I’m trying to learn to better my emotional intelligence, but it is a process, and I think actually falling in love would completely eliminate the ex problem. Again, though, I want to make sure that that’s someone I actually love deeply, unlike the short relationship I had last year, which was started out of desperation because she matched on Tinder was was really responsive to my messages and wanted to hang out inside her house quickly rather than going on a bunch of shit dates.
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 6 months ago, 35 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #1,379,567
It is an exaggeration of yourself but, equally, it isn't completely false...