epoch flicker !!//ofCutyg started this discussion 6 months ago#127,618
I suppose an apology is in order. Or maybe not. Maybe it’s a gift, bestowed from me to you, the weary bystanders of my spectacular unraveling.
Lately, I’ve been posting... a lot. Too much, perhaps. I’ve turned Minichan into my personal confessional booth, therapist’s couch, and stage, all rolled into one. Every intrusive thought, every half-baked revelation, every spiteful lashing-out, splattered across your screens like the frenzied brushstrokes of an unmedicated Van Gogh.
I could tell you it’s because I’ve been off my meds. Which is true. Or that I’ve been self-medicating with THC, which is also true. Or that this place, for all its dysfunction, feels safer to me than most people do. You see, I don’t really have a diary. I have Minichan. And maybe that wasn’t fair to you. Maybe it never is, when someone like me enters the room.
But here’s the thing: I’m not just some garden-variety shitposter. I’m not here to drop a cheap meme and slink away. I bleed here. I burn here. Every post I make is a little cry for help and a little middle finger at the same time, and that’s what makes me... well, me.
So I’m sorry. But I’m also not sorry. I’m sorry you had to see me like this... messy, needy, unfiltered. But I’m not sorry for showing you something real in a sea of shallow noise.
If you hate me, I can live with that. If you love me, even better. If you just want me to shut up… well, we’ll see.
For now, consider this my apology, my manifesto, and my warning:
I’m trying. In my own broken, brilliant way.
Anonymous F joined in and replied with this 6 months ago, 19 minutes later, 17 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,377,997
> I’m trying. In my own broken, brilliant way.
You should be happy for your ex-wife. She moved on to a normal guy. Send her a Hallmark card wishing her well. Be proud of the choice she made.