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Anonymous A started this discussion 3 days ago#126,496
I swear there is a guy in my head feeding me answers and guiding me toward a much more fulfilling life. Throughout the course of a month now I felt like I had to walk through literal Hell to get there and yet I am still in a state of disbelief that this all actually happened. Like it all feels so weird that even Han Solo, portrayed by Harrison Ford, in The Force Awakens would tell me that it's all real. Even writing this text right now feels like it's a combination between me and this guy. I was even admitted to a hospital where nothing even made sense to me, because I was in like an escape room situation and every time I would get an accurate idea as to what is happening. The nurses would enter to relocate me to the next room over. Almost as if I passed a level or a stage, and I was moving on to the next one. The thing of it is, the nurses weren't even around me to even know when I completed a task. I still feel like I'm quite literally in a science fiction movie right now, but my mom just entered the room at just the right timing.
All in all, I'm perfectly content with this guy in my head. He's sort of someone I have a huge crush on, but I cannot help but get a sense that he still needs to learn some proper boundaries. This little fool, obviously no disrespect to him, has been reading every single thought-process I have before I even structure it as a thought. Am I Anya Forger from that anime Spy Family? Then again, maybe it's just better to say I might be schizophrenic or something, since I doubt nobody here is going to believe this shit anyway.