Parasite Man started this discussion 1 year ago#121,153
My obsession hurts others around me. It's also my fetish, but it goes far deeper than that. I'll try to explain the obsession the best I can, by explaining how it started. Basically, when I was young I caught pin worms. It was a strange feeling and the itch was painful. My parents took me to the doctor and I got medication to cure it.
This event is what sparked my obsession. The thought that my body could be their whole world, their lifeline... almost a planet of sorts. It was so interesting. After that I began researching pinworms and other parasites. And I found out the human body already hosts parasites (such as Demodex on their eyelashes) and I wanted to know how many a human body could endure without a chance of serious health issues. This curiosity has plagued my mind for YEARS.
I'm now 25, but I am very well versed in parasites as have been studying them for over 10 years. I also purposely infect myself with nonlethal parasites because it's part of a fetish of mine. Some have worked better than others. Quite a few have given me serious diarrhea and fevers, while others have been much more bearable. I currently have pinworms and tapeworms, various nonpathogenic protozoa and pubic lice. I am incredibly masochistic so although it's uncomfortable I do feel pleasure from it.
All these parasites mean I need to eat a lot more than the average person and I still look thin, and to be quite honest it means I can enjoy so much more food than most people. I also keep multiple cultures of bed bugs and leeches in containers and allow them to feed on my blood sometimes, although those kinds are not really my passion as they do not live primarily on the human body, but I think they're interesting nonetheless, and I find them pretty cute.
Now it's time for the confession.
My obsession and fetish isn't just about infecting myself anymore. I also have the desire to infect others and I have acted on those desires Sometimes my parasites just pioneer to new lands on their own (my family have caught pinworms multiple times without my intention) and other times I purposely spread them.
I have infected strangers, friends and even my own family. I know it's bad but I just can't stop. I think I have parasites in my brain that makes me feel like I need to spread them. I know how crazy that sounds but if you knew the feeling you'd understand.
Maybe it's just a mental illness, or maybe its origin is parasitic in nature, I really don't know. All I know is it feels good when I do these things. I feel an intense need to spread my children and when I do I feel pleasure.
I must have spread thousands of my children over the years. I sometimes sprinkle tape worm eggs into peoples drinks when I'm out at clubs. I also caught pubic lice from sex with a random woman I met at the same club, and in return I'm pretty sure I gave her pin worms, so it was a trade. The woman wasn't even attractive, I just wanted to gift her some pinworms, and instead I basically won the jackpot by sleeping with her. I then spread my pubic lice to at least 4 other women. Sometimes I also sprinkle worm eggs onto food in buffets whenever I visit them.
Yes, I understand you would think it's gross and messed up. I am basically betraying my species for my children. It's hard. I do enjoy people and I have wonderful friends and family, but I also love my parasites and my fetish is just too hard to control. I don't want to hurt anyone when I do these things but a force beyond my understanding is driving me to do it. I think I could possibly have a parasite in my brain that has not yet been discovered.
I'm sorry to all the people I have caused discomfort to, but it's for a cause beyond human understanding. Although this all can be justifiable I still feel guilt. I don't want to hurt anyone.
I hope the people I spread my gifts too can find it in their hearts to be a little more open minded and not kill my children but learn to live with them like I have instead. I'm aware how strange and disgusting others will find me if they knew. I'm aware of how immoral this seems to most people.
I assume you may see me in a negative light after reading this but remember I only want whats best for my children and if you were truly in my shoes I'm sure you would do the same.
Parasocial Man !JV/WS3Dhrs joined in and replied with this 1 year ago, 5 minutes later[^][v]#1,325,099
Acrid allegations arise from the abyss of this individual's audacious assertions. The aberrant appetite for affliction, the insatiable infatuation with infection, and the reckless disregard for rectitude reveal a repellent predilection for pandemonium. Fetid fantasies of fetid fascination fuel a fixation on filth and fungus, feigning faint sympathies for the suffering caused by such sickening spectacles. The shameless self-indulgence in this spectacle serves only to sully the senses and spread disease, leaving a trail of tormented victims in its wake. Let us loudly lament the lack of lucidity, moral fibre, and basic human decency displayed by this benighted individual. Their beguiling blather belies a breeding ground for bitter blunders, befouling the very fabric of society with each baseless boast. The stench of their sinuous self-absorption hangs heavy in the air, an odious affront to all that is decent and noble.