Back when I was 18-22, I looked nice, had muscles, a lot of energy, a girlfriend, ambitions, friends, and happiness.
Today at 25, after 7 years of continuous marijuana abuse, I am skinny with a belly, my memory sucks, my girlfriend is now my ex, I can't hold conversations or even maintain eye contact with anyone, even my family, I used to be confident as fuck, but today, I'm the most under confident person I know. I am timid, I spend so much on weed, my friends don't like me anymore, my family doesn't love me anymore.
I hit the gym and my trainer told me I'm the weakest person he has ever had to train, I'm trying to follow his instructions and diet, I feel less motivated by him and not more, but that's not on him, a lot of people love him there, it is not his fault.
I never liked that song "Give me some sunshine" from 3 Idiots but another chance to grow up once again is all I want..
Guys, never ever make marijuana a habit, try hobbies like the gym, sports or music but not this shitty drug.
I don't even have the courage to kms, I wish I was what I was 5 years back..