Topic: Should I run away?
cat !COOOOOLbus started this discussion 15 years ago #11,888
I'm taking this more seriously than this because I may be sent to a residental home for my asspieness for life. Currently my home life is suckish, my school life is good but my dad is srs bsns with my homework (I have to do a non-required book report), and I can't be anywhere near my family's definition of 'normal'. It's annoying since idgaf about my 'problems' and I just don't want to be sent to a group of autistics and therapists and have drugs I refrain from taking..
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 1 minute later[^] [v] #213,765
for the rest of my life. I'd probably be better off wasting my life another way.
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Ks !KansasxqvM joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 38 seconds later, 1 minute after the original post[^] [v] #213,766
Hahahaaha.
No.
Listen to your father, faggort.
No.
Listen to your father, faggort.
dreamworks !AUIkTW/L46 joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 3 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,768
i wish you the best of luck cocktrobbles
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 25 seconds later, 4 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,769
@213,766 (Ks !KansasxqvM)
I can't change enough for my father not to be disappoint. He even compares me to neurotypical/'normal' people (which I'm not) and wishing he had a 'normal' child.
I can't change enough for my father not to be disappoint. He even compares me to neurotypical/'normal' people (which I'm not) and wishing he had a 'normal' child.
cccuuunnttt !nIGga.SL0w joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 54 seconds later, 5 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,770
I'll adopt you.
Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 6 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,771
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 7 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,774
Ks !KansasxqvM replied with this 15 years ago, 34 seconds later, 8 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,775
@213,769 (cat !COOOOOLbus)Quit being so fucking difficult.
> father gives me food, shelter and necessities
> father tries to give me expanded education
> father tries to get me help so I can grow up to be normal, healthy and happy
Fucking baaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwww.
Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ replied with this 15 years ago, 36 seconds later, 9 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,776
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 41 seconds later, 9 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,777
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 36 seconds later, 10 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,778
Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ replied with this 15 years ago, 11 seconds later, 10 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,779
Leo Vegas !gNoGoD5HzQ double-posted this 15 years ago, 44 seconds later, 11 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,780
@213,778 (cat !COOOOOLbus)
> i wish i had/was a cat
You would still be alone even if you were a cat.
> i wish i had/was a cat
You would still be alone even if you were a cat.
Ks !KansasxqvM replied with this 15 years ago, 39 seconds later, 11 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,782
@213,777 (cat !COOOOOLbus)> my school life is good but my dad is srs bsns with my homework (I have to do a non-required book report)
Just imagine how things might be if you tried half as hard as your dad does. I don't coddle well.
cccuuunnttt !nIGga.SL0w replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 16 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,784
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 21 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,787
cccuuunnttt !nIGga.SL0w replied with this 15 years ago, 40 seconds later, 21 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,789
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 24 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,792
@213,782 (Ks !KansasxqvM)
i'd be pissed if i were my dad, having to take care of a family.
not to sound emo itt, but 2 days ago he said he thought of getting a gun, killing me, and commiting suicide. i don't know how far he'd have to be stressed to do that, but still
i'd be pissed if i were my dad, having to take care of a family.
not to sound emo itt, but 2 days ago he said he thought of getting a gun, killing me, and commiting suicide. i don't know how far he'd have to be stressed to do that, but still
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 56 seconds later, 25 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,794
Ks !KansasxqvM replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 27 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,796
@213,792 (cat !COOOOOLbus)> 2 days ago he said he thought of getting a gun, killing me, and commiting suicide
What type of problems do you have, bud? I'm not talking about things you've been labeled with by family, I'm asking for specific diagnosis from a professional.
cccuuunnttt !nIGga.SL0w replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 29 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,802
@213,792 (cat !COOOOOLbus)
Jesus. I'm sorry to hear that.
If you ever change your mind on ghetto children, let me know.
Jesus. I'm sorry to hear that.
If you ever change your mind on ghetto children, let me know.
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 31 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,804
Ks !KansasxqvM replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 33 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,807
@previous (cat !COOOOOLbus)
It could be worse.
Has your dad ever been advised, or made an effort to learn how to deal with your condition?
It could be worse.
Has your dad ever been advised, or made an effort to learn how to deal with your condition?
Triptych !LightPenis joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 40 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,812
No. It'll likely just end badly for you if you run away.
If your father won't listen to you/reach a compromise, you're pretty much fucked. Wouldn't you be allowed to leave at 18?
If your father won't listen to you/reach a compromise, you're pretty much fucked. Wouldn't you be allowed to leave at 18?
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 53 seconds later, 41 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,814
@213,807 (Ks !KansasxqvM)
> Has your dad ever been advised, or made an effort to learn how to deal with your condition?
kind of. i had occupational/developmental/&c. therapy at 5 to 9 years old. i'm visiting a therapist and psychaitrist. but i really don't care how socially fucked i am
> Has your dad ever been advised, or made an effort to learn how to deal with your condition?
kind of. i had occupational/developmental/&c. therapy at 5 to 9 years old. i'm visiting a therapist and psychaitrist. but i really don't care how socially fucked i am
Ks !KansasxqvM replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 46 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,817
@previous (cat !COOOOOLbus)
> i really don't care how socially fucked i am
Things would be a lot better for everyone if you did, even if you don't really care, you can pretend you care. Acting is easy. Just play along. Easy, no?
Obviously your dad is having a hard time... he didn't ask for a son with problems, and you didn't ask for problems. You're in this situation together, start acting like it.
> i really don't care how socially fucked i am
Things would be a lot better for everyone if you did, even if you don't really care, you can pretend you care. Acting is easy. Just play along. Easy, no?
Obviously your dad is having a hard time... he didn't ask for a son with problems, and you didn't ask for problems. You're in this situation together, start acting like it.
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cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 50 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #213,818
@213,812 (Triptych !LightPenis)
> No. It'll likely just end badly for you if you run away.
> Wouldn't you be allowed to leave at 18?
i don't know. i'm worried that they may treat autistic people as if they have no consent...
> No. It'll likely just end badly for you if you run away.
> Wouldn't you be allowed to leave at 18?
i don't know. i'm worried that they may treat autistic people as if they have no consent...
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 9 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #213,820
@213,817 (Ks !KansasxqvM)
it's near impossible to pretend to be interpersonal & sociable to most people since i just don't enjoy talking about whatever most talk about, and if i don't have anything to say i can't be provoked to say something useful
it's near impossible to pretend to be interpersonal & sociable to most people since i just don't enjoy talking about whatever most talk about, and if i don't have anything to say i can't be provoked to say something useful
Ks !KansasxqvM replied with this 15 years ago, 45 minutes later, 1 hour after the original post[^] [v] #213,846
@previous (cat !COOOOOLbus)
I meant just pretend everything is cool and try to play along. You don't have to be a social butterfly, you just have get by. Put a little more effort into it, emulate the behavior you see. You can do this the easy way, or the hard way. So far you've chosen the hard way. How's that workin' out for ya?
The choice is ultimately yours, you can try something different, or you can keep beating your head against the wall and change nothing. Unless you can put forth some effort and make some changes, you will be forever alone, and forever miserable. Ask yourself if you want to be forever alone, and forever miserable.
I meant just pretend everything is cool and try to play along. You don't have to be a social butterfly, you just have get by. Put a little more effort into it, emulate the behavior you see. You can do this the easy way, or the hard way. So far you've chosen the hard way. How's that workin' out for ya?
The choice is ultimately yours, you can try something different, or you can keep beating your head against the wall and change nothing. Unless you can put forth some effort and make some changes, you will be forever alone, and forever miserable. Ask yourself if you want to be forever alone, and forever miserable.
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 15 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #213,859
Ks !KansasxqvM replied with this 15 years ago, 23 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #213,869
Anonymous G joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #213,870
ITT:
> wowaname: my dad has talked about buying a gun and killing me and himself. i also have a long-time mental illness
> Ks: who cares, faggot. just do something about something you can't change. i beat my children on a regular basis and they never complain.
> wowaname: my dad has talked about buying a gun and killing me and himself. i also have a long-time mental illness
> Ks: who cares, faggot. just do something about something you can't change. i beat my children on a regular basis and they never complain.
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 5 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #213,874
Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #213,877
Thank god I'm just a sociopath
Anonymous I joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 23 seconds later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #213,879
@213,870 (G)
> ITT:
> >wowaname: my dad has talked about buying a gun and killing me and himself. i also have a long-time mental illness
> >Ks: who cares, faggot. just do something about something you can't change. i beat my children on a regular basis and they never complain.
lol'd, i was thinking the same thing
> ITT:
> >wowaname: my dad has talked about buying a gun and killing me and himself. i also have a long-time mental illness
> >Ks: who cares, faggot. just do something about something you can't change. i beat my children on a regular basis and they never complain.
lol'd, i was thinking the same thing
Nexus !jNexusRe/. joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 19 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #213,890
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #213,892
Ks !KansasxqvM replied with this 15 years ago, 12 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #213,895
cat !COOOOOLbus (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 22 hours later, 1 day after the original post[^] [v] #214,481
bump