You should stop referring to yourself in the third person. It makes you sound crazy, to put it lightly.
@previous (Nopaltzin !tPKtSxO9ak)
i get what he's saying, like, it's all of those feelings together in just a white noise of just awareness, and, like, wow, for real? and then you start to realize the depth and broad scope of it all. like, i thought some of the people on this board -matt for instance, i, thought at times, well, okay, this dude is literally retarded. because of the incessant parroting, and obsessive... compulsive... tourettes like... expulsatory semantic slag covering 90 percent of
million replies in... lingua-detritus, and mercurial, colloquial defenestration. remonstrantive expostulation, to inveigh... castigation! over ONE. FUCKING. SENTENCE FROM TEN YEARS AGO. that was CONSTRUED to mean something CHARACTER DEFINING.
it seemed inconceivable that it wasn't just a dozen people who all agreed MATT'S a fucking RETARD!
But, turns out, not even a Markov chain freaking ROBOT can outperform the dedicated life's work of one, just, garbage person.
and if a sentence or two of borderline tasteless miss fired attempt at edgy malapropism or off color
joke should be deserving of the haranguing and persistent... chiding, and arrogant solipsism!
then what possible response other than just.... sadness for EVER thinking they are somebody that matters.
what, am i supposed to be mad at nobody? Every single person here is important. and have left me with sometimes the best you have to offer, and sometimes the truth we don't always want to hear. and that's important, that's how people learn and grow. and i think everyone can respect that when they see it. I have more to say to you, and everyone else than i should ever want to say to Tteh.
and that's fucked up that i have to deal with thinking Tteh deserves having EVERYTHING he's ever said held against him. because that makes me worse as a person than some nitwit could ever make me out to be.
am i really going to have to try and compose myself respectfully? yea. at some point i deserve to respect myself enough to be human. i'm just trying to get through the thesaurus stage of figuring out how to give a fuck about Hexi.
@previous (A)
lol. yeah. throwing someone out a window.
figuratively.