Anonymous H joined in and replied with this 2 years ago, 7 hours later, 5 days after the original post[^][v]#1,231,465
It is not the right time, but I will break my vow of silence with some musings.
1. Matt was right all along about the angry anons.
2. I have a whole network of peeps here, there and everywhere so I know what's going on like Odin's ravens.
3. There is too much hostility and I am a whiny snowflake and need hugs.
4. I have fully embraced being a hikikomori. Autism rules and me and my autistic gang are shaking things up by not making eye contact and flapping our arms and don't touch me.
5. I have always wanted to be an elf.
6. I don't know why Bert is so confrontational towards me, I don't even engage with him anymore.
7. I had a hb1ac test. My result was 36mmol, that is within normal range so I do not have diabetes. I can eat as much sugar as I want now and not have to worry about dying. I love sugar!
7. I would be open to Becky and I banging out a Green new deal for me to resume posting here.
8. I have realised the truth. I am a 31 year old manchild with no prospects, no ambition and I am a complete pathetic failure in life. I am more of a ghost than a person now. I honestly feel like I am an empty shell with no soul and it is becoming more difficult to interact with people and I feel like I'm pushing people away without even trying. I don't know, maybe I am cold and distant. Maybe I do suck the joy out of everything. There was a time I cared, but now I am to far gone and essentially broken. I am content with being a loser.
8. Where the fuck is ninjj?
I probably won't reply to any post in here. I do lurk occasionally.
> It is not the right time, but I will break my vow of silence with some musings. > > 1. Matt was right all along about the angry anons. > 2. I have a whole network of peeps here, there and everywhere so I know what's going on like Odin's ravens. > 3. There is too much hostility and I am a whiny snowflake and need hugs. > 4. I have fully embraced being a hikikomori. Autism rules and me and my autistic gang are shaking things up by not making eye contact and flapping our arms and don't touch me. > 5. I have always wanted to be an elf. > 6. I don't know why Bert is so confrontational towards me, I don't even engage with him anymore. > 7. I had a hb1ac test. My result was 36mmol, that is within normal range so I do not have diabetes. I can eat as much sugar as I want now and not have to worry about dying. I love sugar! > 7. I would be open to Becky and I banging out a Green new deal for me to resume posting here. > 8. I have realised the truth. I am a 31 year old manchild with no prospects, no ambition and I am a complete pathetic failure in life. I am more of a ghost than a person now. I honestly feel like I am an empty shell with no soul and it is becoming more difficult to interact with people and I feel like I'm pushing people away without even trying. I don't know, maybe I am cold and distant. Maybe I do suck the joy out of everything. There was a time I cared, but now I am to far gone and essentially broken. I am content with being a loser. > 8. Where the fuck is ninjj? > I probably won't reply to any post in here. I do lurk occasionally.
nah man i used to think that way when i was unemployed and it fucked with my head a lot, i didn't even have a drivers license until i was 26 and didn't even have a job until i was 23. I have no social life as I have aged out of having one (turned 34 a few weeks ago) and my job pays ok so now all I do is work and save money knowing eventually I will have my own autistic meltdown and will quit working for a while and life off my savings, its great, you dont need to work a normal schedule, even if you can get on SSI or whatever the fuck benefits are in england having some basic face to face interaction with someone even if its for 5 minutes will keep you from going crazy. I love being at home where I can just hang out and do drugs while every so often I will see my neighbors who make way more money and are more successful than I could ever hope to be and they think because I somehow managed to get a studio in this "luxury" complex that I know what im doing, I dont and I never have and never will, i am a neet at heart and always will be, if society cannot accept me than i will do the absolute bare minimum I have to do in order to continue to exist