Topic: u kno, i really don't have anything against anyone here or from here. I don't really think ur losers
squeegee started this discussion 3 years ago#108,915
a bunch of y'all have been friends of mine and I still consider everyone so.
and, tbh, i don't personally know anyone here. anything I think I know was filtered through these pages. not one thing from here is authoritative or even reliable. only the most basic details could possibly be ridiculed.
if you took great offense to being called a loser its not because you are one but because a friend, someone you liked and missed didn't deserve to be either one. because I really don't know anything about who any of you are. which is fine. but it's not better than being who I am, out there, right in everyone's faces . like any normal person does.
and u know, y'all box each other in to the most restrictive, unadaptable, least pragmatic and narrow minded behaviors and refuse open mindedness. y'all demand conformity. Matt is Matt because y'all continuously tell Matt who Matt is, and what he does, and only acknowledge whatever suits reinforcing your belief. let the retard grow.
every problem anyone has with me has been, oh, squeegee does different now, squeegee used to be funnier, squeegee isn't regressing back into the box we have marked "who and what squeegee is" the box kit. squeegee is defective. everyone break squeegee apart and applaud conforming to kit behaviors.
y'all are way, way wrong. there is nothing, NOTHING freeing about this place, you gain nothing but are instead consumed and chewed up and rendered into name brand meta... isolation.
the world of the well adjusted and healthy people doesn't apologize for it's minority interest. but they don't cannabalise their friends personal differences. real conversations in life, and voice, and faces, that can change the world. this though? never. I can't even be bumptious and loud about my level of superb attractiveness without narrowminded little boxes reminding me of how popular I was when I was deeply, deeply depressed and, I won't lie, y'all entirely missed the entire spectacle of my actual severe breakdown. but y'all SO want me to be broken and crammed back into the box YOU fucks think is what and who I am.
if you haven't changed in 12 years? fuck, y'all, get out of the box. best thing I ever did. I'd be a piece of shit if i just didn't think y'all were worth more than your little personas.
some of y'all are assholes and i don't much like everyone but you're not svet. or kook. or squeegee. if they haven't figured that out yet they may be soon.
and that's probably pretty hard to have rubbed in your face. she'll come back one day, she'll probably be different. how insecure do you have to be about who YOU are that you judge some else for having done what you're scared to do? supposedly THAT's what ruined kooks marriage. not me doing anything, kook being too scared to do something to make herself a better person. didn't impact me much, because she knows fucking nothing about who I am. everything she thought was so clever was based on my words through this filter.
gullible. I really, really hope something valuable and good about herself is embraced and she doesn't just make her little box narrower and more shallow, empty, and confining.
good luck, all of you, you strange faceless conformist followers. just do something better than you did it yesterday. change your life first before you go making anyone else's life suit you better.
don't be a worse person today than you were when you woke up.
squeegee (OP) double-posted this 3 years ago, 1 hour later[^][v]#1,218,633
I am sorry I chose to say I thought of y'all as losers. I didn't ever feel that way about y'all, but I did feel that about myself often enough to know it was going to land badly. I was pissed. I won't pretend to fix it, I was a prick. a lot of y'all were too. but I was wrong to call y'all losers. you're not. and don't go around making people think you see them as a loser. I mean, you're free to. but you certainly aren't a loser if you're big enough not make others feel like that. so, everyone I've carelessly denigrated, far more time went into thinking about apologizing than what I'm apologizing for having said, if that means anything as I say I'm sorry y'all.
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 3 years ago, 49 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,218,644
Squeegee does different now, Squeegee used to be funnier... Squeegee isn't regressing back into the box we have marked "who and what squeegee is" the box kit. Squeegee is defective! Everyone, break Squeegee apart and applaud conforming to kit behaviors.
Anonymous E replied with this 3 years ago, 1 hour later, 6 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,218,655
@previous (F)
yeah. gullible. I really, really hope something valuable and good about herself is embraced and she doesn't just make her little box narrower and more shallow, empty, and confining.