Anonymous A (OP) triple-posted this 3 years ago, 19 minutes later, 23 minutes after the original post[^][v]#1,187,114
she said she forgot it was minichan.org and thought it was minichat.org and it got shutdown. i told her no, no it was minichan.org. i dunno what minichat.org is. and that's what happened.
Anonymous A (OP) quintuple-posted this 3 years ago, 12 minutes later, 38 minutes after the original post[^][v]#1,187,116
and i asked her if i can tell everyone on minichan i found her. and she said, sure, i don't care, just don't tell everyone my name. and i said why. and she said i don't know. you can tell them you found squeegee though. and i said well what good would that do? and she said bragging? and i said that that's a good point. and okay. and she said alright then. and that's what happened next.
Anonymous A (OP) triple-posted this 3 years ago, 6 minutes later, 3 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,157
@1,187,138 (shelly)
skipped like a stone across a pond of time she says. theres like a whole poem about it on her facebook. its been like 3 days for her. 7 years for everyone else.
squeegee (OP) replied with this 3 years ago, 4 hours later, 11 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,184
@1,187,168 (Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU) @previous (Dead !Pool..v42s)
i should've known y'all wouldn't see through my clever disguise. the jig is up. i was squeegee the whole time!
did everyone get my dox or do i need to dox myself again so fakeanon can mod abuse me some more?
or get it from depressionman or kook. they stalk me now on facebook and i stalk them. "friends" they call it over there. but it's still stalking for the most part i'm finding. i'm 11 years behind on the facebook etiquette, so most of my posts are... outside the usual format, i'm told.
Mostly erotic poems, extemporaneous emoji puppet show comedy sketches, essays on the existential nature of time, angry screeds about politics, and formal apology letters.
also some pics of my dog and cat which did surprisingly well with the upvotes.
Buni (OP) sextuple-posted this 3 years ago, 9 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,189
just remember, if any of you weirdos embarrasses me in front of my family i'll say we had every kind of deviant sex imaginable in graphic detail and post it directly to your wall
because i am now a better, more SQUEEGEE squeegee than ever before. but i still go by Buni to my close friends and on internet message boards.
Buni (OP) replied with this 3 years ago, 3 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,193
@1,187,191 (Erik !AltRitexT6)
it's more about percentage of blood and federal recognition of ancestry by the Beauro of Indian Affairs based on genealogical records going back to 1906 proving my heritage, than skin color, which was raped into my people going back hundreds of years.
I am from a lineage of medicine men. and i can take peyote on the reservation during ritual sweat lodge ceremonies.
and i do.
Buni (OP) double-posted this 3 years ago, 5 minutes later, 12 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,194
@1,187,192 (B)
yeah, i know right. mine sat dormant for 11 years while i waited for the fad to pass. imagine having a facebook created yesterday or something. just now jumping on the bandwagon trendsetter?
i stopped facebooking before it was cool
Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU replied with this 3 years ago, 49 minutes later, 16 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,239
@1,187,184 (squeegee)
You said that squeegee didn't want their dox posted and then posted the dox!! I am going to cry for an entire week due to being trolled.
Buni (OP) replied with this 3 years ago, 55 minutes later, 17 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,240
@previous (Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU)
stalk me on facebook... mark? wait, no... i know this.... mark? damnit, stalk me on facebook fake anon!
it's mark tho, right?
@1,187,236 (shelly)
omg, i know right, like what the heck? and these aren't even my good pics, these are just the ones i can post publicly. but yeah, you should see my side profile and, like, how i look in bodycon mini dresses and pencil skirts -Ooo, trumpet dresses with heels. i'm telling you. i'm really in my element. i went out last night in daisy dukes and a smocked plunge neckline flutter sleeve fit-and-flare, like, boho dress and ballet flats and had my hair up with a mess of curls bouncing around, and i'm pretty dang tall, and not obviously trans -i'm always surprised when there's any confusion about that, but apparently i'm not obviously trans in a lot of situations, like, i had to go and have my ID photo updated way before i'll have everything Texas requires for a legal gender change, which is not far off now, because yeah, i couldn't use my ID for routine stuff and i asked an off duty cop one day about it and he looked back and forth at me and my ID and said, are you kidding? and it took him a minute and said, just go update your picture, if you get pulled over with that ID you could very well have a problem, and i was like....
oh yeah, this was about my hips. everyone just lets me ramble on and on anymore. but, yeah, i know right.
@1,187,233 (Kook !!rcSrAtaAC)
was or wasn't? I am so was is not wasn't. but i know what you mean.
@1,187,235 (shelly)
i'll be honest, i totally forgot about that game until you brought it up. i'm sure it's neat tho. probably can do a bunch of stuff? idk. i was dating a 6'7'' tall biker who rode a harley and looked like ancient greek sculptors carved him from a block of marble, and then a swarthy latin hydraulic crane operator who -i swear, i couldn't understand a word that man said, except he called me every pet name in the world, doll, sweetheart, mama, sexy thang, babe, beautiful, it didn't really matter what else he was saying. i liked him. but i just broke up with him recently. i just haven't had time for video games since like 2019 i guess?
Buni (OP) replied with this 3 years ago, 20 minutes later, 18 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,256
@previous (Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU)
dude, i'm not just any "channer"
how dare you.
Of course they do, BUT THEY DON'T REALLY ADD CHANNERS i bet.
i'll get becky to be my fb friend. cause becky likes me. and svet is probably going to legit stalk me IRL. probably already scouring grindr for my profile (search dallas svet)
Anonymous L replied with this 3 years ago, 1 minute later, 18 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,258
I'm surprised this happened. Last he was here, Squeegee didn't really seem to like trans people. But now he is one? I'm not saying I don't believe this, I'm just surprised.
Anonymous L replied with this 3 years ago, 6 minutes later, 18 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,262
@previous (Buni)
Well yes, Squeegeette came across like mockery. But whenever else you commented on trans stuff you didn't seem to like them. At least as I recall.
But okay then, was this always a part of you than you're now deciding to embrace?
Buni (OP) replied with this 3 years ago, 1 minute later, 18 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,263
not that squeegette was a universal, more like a specific subset that applied broadly but maybe not one subset, maybe a few subsets that combined into an insulting parody. was it insensitive? yes. was it unfair? that's true, yeah. was it funny? yes, squeegette was hilarious.
but i find her entirely rude and tasteless now and won't be in any of my posts from now on.
because i'm living as trans now and i know the harm that stereotypes can have on insular and discriminated against populations when i'm part of them. that's all.
Buni (OP) double-posted this 3 years ago, 26 minutes later, 19 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,266
@1,187,262 (L)
that's right. it's something that i've always known with different amounts of understanding as i grew up, and the conscious decisions i made mostly were to deny those aspects of myself, choose to disengage from it, distance myself from the possibilities and to adopt personality traits purposefully that read "male acting" from how i walked, stood, language, and faked a lot of interests like sports and stuff, and i basically lived incredibly depressed and frustrated and didn't like myself at all, even if other people did, and it took some drastic and major life changes external to my ability to control them which imploded everything that relied on my assembled persona and when literally nothing needed that version of me and i was free to be any kind of person AND there was a small benefit to claiming those hidden parts of me (i had to get this crazy girl out of my life entirely and crossdressing and doing it well bounced her quick) i did so, and then i started having these epiphanies about who i really am and how it affected my happiness and well being i decided to run with it and within 6 months i came out to my family and then after talking to some transwomen and transguys and found out that they were the only people in my life that i ever really truly "got" and just totally understood and understood me, like, finishing sentences, yup, felt the same way, and i realized i wasn't just alone in how i felt and came to an understanding of what dysphoria actually IS and how strongly i felt about my discomfort with my body and stuff - i sought medical intervention, and it was real quick. curative. it fixed a lot about me emotionally, and physically.
but it's not like it doesn't come with a different set of challenges and invites a lot of criticism and judgement and actually a fair amount of genuine danger (i've been battered by vehicular assault, discriminated against by police, doctors, nearly died, and have a malpractice suit that actually was just filed this last friday) but compared to the despair i felt before, especially the years leading up to my transitioning, i will absolutely accept a shorter happier life living as myself than even a much longer life of self loathing and incredible dissatisfaction and unhappiness.
already i've spent more time happy in the last few years than the total from 20 before. if i died tomorrow i'd still take these last years, as hard as they sometimes have been, for the happiness and contentment it's brought me.
it's that crystal clear to me the difference. i just feel right.
Buni (OP) triple-posted this 3 years ago, 10 minutes later, 19 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,268
so yeah, squeegette was funny, because i do have a sense of humor. but also that came from a place of deep denial and resentment for what i felt like were impossible needs and i mocked them in part to keep them distant and off limits to me.
but it was misguided and wrong and had more to do with me than actual transwomen. even if there's a lot of prostitution, addiction and aggressive violent behaviors in the trans community - these are actually not trans issues, but issues that are forced into the community because of the underground nature of forced societal exclusion being the only path forward for generations. normalize it, and suddenly it's not just in dark corners but broad daylight and it normalizes the culture that was perverted by crime and underground dangers.
Anonymous L replied with this 3 years ago, 18 minutes later, 21 hours after the original post[^][v]#1,187,284
@previous (shelly)
You're leaving out the part where you lost your car for like 4 hours and got him lost in a bad neighborhood lol. Even when he got an Uber to leave you still couldn't find it afterwards. Really weird...
> You're leaving out the part where you lost your car for like 4 hours and got him lost in a bad neighborhood lol. Even when he got an Uber to leave you still couldn't find it afterwards. Really weird...
it was 15 minutes and it was a decent neighborhood with yuppie restaurants
Buni (OP) triple-posted this 3 years ago, 2 minutes later, 1 day after the original post[^][v]#1,187,369
@1,187,362 (G)
why do you think i like men who're 6'7'' tall hell's angels type guys? cause they can throw me around like a gymnast on a pummel horse. and not break me. which is why they like ME. so. keep your tiny boners
Buni (OP) replied with this 3 years ago, 31 minutes later, 2 days after the original post[^][v]#1,187,593
@1,187,579 (Fake anon !ZkUt8arUCU)
i'm pansexual. the best kind of sexual. tbh, that means that i don't really have a type. so, i mean everyone has a chance, but, i'll again be honest, it's not a GREAT chance. some WILL have a better chance, a WAY, better chance than others. but, you know, broadly i don't have, like, a narrow interest in, you know, categories of people. but i do still have... aversions isn't the right word, but let's go with it. that's not to say my disinterest is based in revulsion, it certainly could be, just not exclusively. it could be intellectual, or physical, olfactory. but, like i don't specifically discriminate based on gender any more than i'd discriminate based on skin color, or stupidity, or anything absolutely off limits. for example, someone who's super good looking doesn't necessarily have to smell good. it helps! but, you know, someone who's monstrously mutated for instance may smell FANTASTIC, but that only helps, mleh, only so much.
of course, there's no such thing as Afrosexual, or wealthosexu- oh, well, ok, gold diggers, but that's not a real sexual orientation.
broadly, men, women, and those in between all have essentially no inherent edge over the other.
i'm way, way, way more shallow than that. if i can sit in the same room with you, that's a great indicator that you have a chance. willing to sit next to someone is another big sign things may be looking pretty good, tiger. have we started making out? not gonna lie, you've got a 90% shot. are we having sex? that's the biggest indicator that, yes, you are not disqualified and are indeed, getting laid.
yup. pansexual. all you have to worry about are superficial disqualifying factors based purely in my subjective ability to tolerate your proximity to me.
so, ANYONE can actually be quite a lot more narrowly selected from than "straight people," or "gay people" bound their limits to. it's just purely about standards, maybe governed slightly within a margin moderated by access to alternative selections. either spatially, temporally, or sometimes both. and intoxication -mine, not yours, does extend the upper and lower bounds linearly and scales accordingly.
you'll never know until you find out. But assume no. just don't let that stop you. still, expect to stop. in fact, usually i'll just be pretty forward about it. but just because i'm not, that doesn't mean you can't be. even if you usually shouldn't be.