Topic: Thinking of taking a really long nap when I get home
jump? started this discussion 15 years ago #10,439
I see no reason not to.
Ks !KansasxqvM joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later[^] [v] #185,415
How about working out instead?
jump? (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 7 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #185,418
jump? (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 35 seconds later, 8 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #185,419
Ks !KansasxqvM replied with this 15 years ago, 50 seconds later, 9 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #185,421
@185,418 (jump?)...
I thought you wanted to get fit and score some tail? Don't let yourself down man, that's the easy way out.
Ks !KansasxqvM double-posted this 15 years ago, 1 minute later, 10 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #185,422
@185,419 (jump?)
> To what end? For what purpose? It will not expedite my plans.
To the end of looking better and feeling better instead of dwelling in your own misery. :/
what plans?
> To what end? For what purpose? It will not expedite my plans.
To the end of looking better and feeling better instead of dwelling in your own misery. :/
what plans?
jump? (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 29 seconds later, 10 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #185,423
@185,421 (Ks !KansasxqvM)
What I desire and what I am capable of are not the same.
Getting in shape won't get me any tail, anyway. The only pussy I will get is pussy I take or pay for.
I don't expect I'll ever be getting pussy again.
What I desire and what I am capable of are not the same.
Getting in shape won't get me any tail, anyway. The only pussy I will get is pussy I take or pay for.
I don't expect I'll ever be getting pussy again.
Ks !KansasxqvM replied with this 15 years ago, 4 minutes later, 15 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #185,427
@previous (jump?)
You get in these moods where there is just no winning with you man. I dunno how to deal with that, you're so down on yourself, but everyone else likes you. We'd be buds IRL ya know? You're capable of working out, you know you want it, I dunno what to say to get you out of your funk, I don't think anybody could say anything. The choice is yours, just think about it, and ask yourself why not.
You get in these moods where there is just no winning with you man. I dunno how to deal with that, you're so down on yourself, but everyone else likes you. We'd be buds IRL ya know? You're capable of working out, you know you want it, I dunno what to say to get you out of your funk, I don't think anybody could say anything. The choice is yours, just think about it, and ask yourself why not.
jump? (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 12 seconds later, 15 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #185,428
@185,422 (Ks !KansasxqvM)
The end of this vessel. I have zero desire to continue. I just have five days off from work. I did nothing. Drugs don't even satisfy me in any way. They aren't even an escape anymore.
I'm tired of everything. Im tired of feeling frustrated and angry and tired.
I hate being tired all the time. I never want to do anything. It's a horrible feeling being lazy. It's not a matter of forcing myself to do things, I do and I can't do whatever it is properly or to completion. There's no motivation for anything anymore.
I spend all my time that I'm awake dreading whatever the closest thing to dread is. Its a miserable existence. I am a broken sad pathetic slug. I dont deserve to be alive. At all.
The end of this vessel. I have zero desire to continue. I just have five days off from work. I did nothing. Drugs don't even satisfy me in any way. They aren't even an escape anymore.
I'm tired of everything. Im tired of feeling frustrated and angry and tired.
I hate being tired all the time. I never want to do anything. It's a horrible feeling being lazy. It's not a matter of forcing myself to do things, I do and I can't do whatever it is properly or to completion. There's no motivation for anything anymore.
I spend all my time that I'm awake dreading whatever the closest thing to dread is. Its a miserable existence. I am a broken sad pathetic slug. I dont deserve to be alive. At all.
jump? (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 2 minutes later, 17 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #185,431
@185,427 (Ks !KansasxqvM)
Im depressed. I don't know how to explain it. I can describe it, but it's not really explaining.
Everything is a hassle and I don't care about anything. I just want to die.
It's best to ignore me. In all honesty, nothing anyone says ever helps. At least, nothing I've read yet.
I try not to do this. But I've got all this shit in my head and I'm at work and I just want to be home in bed.
Im depressed. I don't know how to explain it. I can describe it, but it's not really explaining.
Everything is a hassle and I don't care about anything. I just want to die.
It's best to ignore me. In all honesty, nothing anyone says ever helps. At least, nothing I've read yet.
I try not to do this. But I've got all this shit in my head and I'm at work and I just want to be home in bed.
Ks !KansasxqvM replied with this 15 years ago, 58 seconds later, 18 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #185,432
@185,428 (jump?)
I think maybe you do a lot of that to yourself though, a kind of self-destructive behavior. Everything isn't always so complicated, sometimes its just about choices. Ask yourself if you're making the right choices.
I think maybe you do a lot of that to yourself though, a kind of self-destructive behavior. Everything isn't always so complicated, sometimes its just about choices. Ask yourself if you're making the right choices.
Ks !KansasxqvM double-posted this 15 years ago, 3 minutes later, 22 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #185,434
@185,431 (jump?)
> Im depressed. I don't know how to explain it. I can describe it, but it's not really explaining.
I know... I grew up with a depressed mother.
> It's best to ignore me. In all honesty, nothing anyone says ever helps. At least, nothing I've read yet.
Nah, cause talking to people makes you feel a little better, and worse at the same time. Its good for you to talk about stuffs.
> I try not to do this. But I've got all this shit in my head and I'm at work and I just want to be home in bed.
Its good to do this, at least you're not internalizing it all with nowhere to vent. Don't feel bad/guilty/shame about it man. Not at all.
> Im depressed. I don't know how to explain it. I can describe it, but it's not really explaining.
I know... I grew up with a depressed mother.
> It's best to ignore me. In all honesty, nothing anyone says ever helps. At least, nothing I've read yet.
Nah, cause talking to people makes you feel a little better, and worse at the same time. Its good for you to talk about stuffs.
> I try not to do this. But I've got all this shit in my head and I'm at work and I just want to be home in bed.
Its good to do this, at least you're not internalizing it all with nowhere to vent. Don't feel bad/guilty/shame about it man. Not at all.
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jump? (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 28 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #185,436
@185,432 (Ks !KansasxqvM)
Its not as simple as that. It isn't ignorance. I have nothing to motivate. If your car's gastank is empty, it doesn't matter which way you turn the wheel. Unless you are on a hill, but eventually you reach the bottom and start to slow.
Its not as simple as that. It isn't ignorance. I have nothing to motivate. If your car's gastank is empty, it doesn't matter which way you turn the wheel. Unless you are on a hill, but eventually you reach the bottom and start to slow.
jump? (OP) double-posted this 15 years ago, 16 minutes later, 45 minutes after the original post[^] [v] #185,441
(Citing a deleted or non-existent reply.)
Distance to next gas station: 7000 miles.
Cars break down too and just aren't worth fixing.
Im seriously not worth fixing. Its not just being a whiney shit. I've got a broken mind. There are things that should be easy to do, and I can't do them. Reheating food can be too much for me. I wish that was a joke.
Distance to next gas station: 7000 miles.
Cars break down too and just aren't worth fixing.
Im seriously not worth fixing. Its not just being a whiney shit. I've got a broken mind. There are things that should be easy to do, and I can't do them. Reheating food can be too much for me. I wish that was a joke.
Anonymous D joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #185,509
@previous (jump?)
Why do you keep posting this bullshit? I've had more interesting conversations with a brick wall.
Why do you keep posting this bullshit? I've had more interesting conversations with a brick wall.
nimj joined in and replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #185,513
jump? (OP) replied with this 15 years ago, 6 minutes later, 2 hours after the original post[^] [v] #185,514
Anonymous D replied with this 15 years ago, 1 hour later, 3 hours after the original post[^] [v] #185,536
@185,513 (nimj)
You're right it isn't a conversation when one person repeats the same thing over and over again.
You're right it isn't a conversation when one person repeats the same thing over and over again.